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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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10:36 pm
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First off I'm gonna start updating everyday now if I can. Today Rayne and I went up to St. Louis shopping with my mom and sister, at the St.Louis Mills Mall thing it was big, after we got there ate some chianese food and then hit the awesomeness that is Hot Topic. Hot Topic has so many fucking cool things as always spent a long time in there I got a Foamy shirt, a Samurai Champloo shirt, MSI shirt, and a naraku shirt that was on sale, then got 5 pins and a pair of Tripp shorts. Rayne got 2 pairs of sweet Tripp pants, some lace gloves and the foamy dvds. Then we just wandered the mall went into quess and scared ppl then went to starbucks both got vente caffe moocha's mmmm was great just sat there drank coffee and talked for almost an hour. Then wandered around untill we found this sweet rpg and anime store we went in and looked at all the cool posters soundtracks and wall scrolls then we started talking to the clerk, Anthony, and well that dude ruled we talked about anime and manga then religion and existance it was sweet he's basiclly an older version of us he was one of our group in high school, talked about some other stuff too. I ended up buying a pack of FLCL playing cards and a Eva poster, we talked in there for nie 2 hours before we had to leave gt his AIM so hope to talk to him agian. Then loaded up for the car ride back, we just layed in the car and listened to Rayne's mp3 player till about Hannibal thats when I was tickled nearly to death by her then my sis joined in to nt fair lol. Came home and watched some foamy and ate pasta stuff then wrestled around some then had to take kitty home. Gotta mow Mr.Clayton's yard tommorow early yay gas money then gonna spend the day with kitty
current mood:  restless
current music: Smashing Pumpkins-Disarm
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| Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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1:15 am - Pesonalit Disorder
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| Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
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10:26 pm - Music, Kitty Love, Insomnia
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Ok lets see this week had band practice 3 or 4 times been playing bass like nonstop my hands are dead, Rob's been over here all week and spent the night friday, as a band were going pretty good still nameless lol Tieken was over here when we practiced one night he jammed with us I got some of the session taped, also mgiht have to drum for his and Lopez's band theyre working on. I got to spend alot of time with my lovely kitty this week like on Saturday we got to jsut be by ourselves for like 3 hours it was great, I love her so much. I haven't been sleeping like at all lately I've gone like total insomnia for the past week I want to rant some more but not in the mood right now.....
current mood:  Mad at my dad
current music: Atomship-Pencil Fight
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| Sunday, June 26th, 2005
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12:56 am - ummm look I finally updated lol
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hehe well I finally updated lol I survived Texas it was ok overall. well let's see what I've done um today woke up late as hell then Tieken showed up and showed me some bass basics and lent me this cool beginner video that has some good technique exercises,then had to waste the rest of the day with my stupid family ugh so I didn't get to see my love Leliel today :( we gonna hang out tomorrow and probably go to Steves.
Since I've got back haven't got to see Leliel that much stupid family and other bullshit, yesterday I only got to see her for a little while she came over and brought SDK (manga is SO MUCH better thatn the anime) and the trigun collection, we just sat on the couch and cuddled it was good jsut to be there holding each other I just feel so secure and happy. Umm thats all i can think of now more to come laterz
current mood:  mellow
current music: Nightwish- The Kinslayer
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| Thursday, June 9th, 2005
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10:36 pm
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ummmm Well lets see this week I've spent most of the time hanging out with Rayne at her house. We've watched White Noise and cuddled on Monday I think it was maybe Tuesday and on Tuesday we went to Cams house played some Halo 2, he won I did alright considering I hadn't played in 2 months Rayne had a lil trouble but did ok she hadn't played in awhile either. Wendsday there was a pretty cool storm I went out and walked in it got drenched but hey it felt good, I was kinda sick too and didn;t get to go to see my darling Rayne or go over to Cams house but I did get my bass :P :D YAY It's a Johnson Jp-800 it's a split pickup 4 string bass got in this cool green color heres a pic of it http://photobucket.com/albums/v334/NightWish54/?action=view¤t=mybass1.jpg also got a Kustom 10 watt amp, cables, etc. Been playing Bass nonstop damn do my hands hurt lol but hey I'm getting better and can play Gorillaz new album and a few other songs by MSI and The Offspring printed a shitload of tabs of so I have something to do for the next 10 days, practice bass. Today had to get ready to leave for Texas I'll be gone from the 10 to the 20 or 21 probaly I have to miss Warped Tour :( Only got to spend like 2 hours with Rayne today :( we watched Hellsing and just cuddled on her bed, I just love when we both just lie there cuddling in each others arms I just feel so happy ,peaceful and calm like all is right. Rayne is just so cute. She also played Fatal Frame for a little while I'm her "good luck charm" hehe oh yeah brought my bass over and played some for her I was kinda nervous lol ugh well I'm off to Texas for 10 days no internet or pc, and most importantly no Rayne for 10 days :( Gonna bring my bass and practice the hell outta it so thats it for now see ya in 10 days
current mood:  cuz no Rayne for 10 days
current music: my attempting to play my bass lol :P
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| Sunday, June 5th, 2005
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1:19 am - My mouth hurts and so does my mind, yet my heart is hopeful
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Well was gonna go meet Rayne at TCBY but I passed out and my parents made me rest the rest of the day ugh stupid fucking wisdom teeth surgery. I've really fallen in love with Rayne she loves me for who I really am I don't have to hide anything from her like I told her about me being a fur and she basiclly was like thats awesome and she got into the furry scene also, Rayne's fursona is a beautiful black cougar with red patches and red head fur. It's just things like that, that make me love her, she sees something I hide from most ppl cuz its not normal as being cool. I'm an affectionate lion who is quiet cuddley instead of going "freak" she pounce-cuddles me back lol. I also talked to Alesha today, I love her too but in a different way I love her as like a best friend even though we've been dating so long we're basiclly best friends that kiss, I want to go out with Rayne but I couldn't be an asshole and hurt Alesha, so can't just dump her on the spot, I think that if things keep going the way they are with Alesha (not that there bad but there just kinda hey were going out) we'll just end up being really good friends, which is good cuz I meet everyone here through her and she's my best friend here, I couldn't bare to not have her in my life, I care for her deeply but as a close friend not as a lover. So yeah also took a bunch of cool online quizzes today those are fun and ADDICTIVE lol. Plan on meeting Rayne at TCBY tomorrow don't know what we're going do after that but oh well we'll see. So yeahI love Rayne and I hope that things work out like they should...
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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current mood:  yet hopeful
current music: Bed Of Roses-Mindless Self Indulgence
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| Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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12:37 pm - Got My Wisdom Teeth Pulled on Thursday, Still feeling fucked up
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Well got my wisdom teeth pulled on thursday morning all 4 of them it was weird they used valium instead of the inhalant anesthisa they usually use they didn't even tell me I was going out they just stuck a needle in the IV and it read valium, I'm like well I'm gonna be asleep soon BAM out wake up confused and disorentaited as hell I was seeing double of everything and couldn't barely move. So got home and slept for like 5 hours woke up took some Vicodin the gave me to kill the pain and put the ice thingy the gave me on my face on for 15 mins off for 15 mins repeat god thats annoying but it does keep the swelling down. My mouth hurt like shit for a while but after about 2 vicodin I was floating around the couch lol Just lounged and watched movies yesterday thats all I had the strength for. Made me mad though I couldn't eat anything except cold liquids so I ate milkshakes and pudding and starved my ass off. Was feeling fine till about 11 then puked up all that goddamn pudding, popped some more painkillers and off to bed. Today is going ok so far can eat soft mushy food today so been pigging out on scrambled eggs and soup. My mouh isn't hurting that bad today, the stupid stictches in my mouth are annoying though they don't hurt at least and there the kind that dissolve after the wound heals so thats good. Well thats it for right now probaly gonna update later.
current mood:  and doped on meds
current music: Marilyn Manson-The Beautiful People
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